Poetic Simplicity
An analogical perfectionist.....i write until my brain bleeds understanding...in my eyes i create music....just without the beat and vocals, just words and expression.....in first appearances i will appeal to you...simply because i am different.....im the awkward one that stands out to you because i dont blend in........................LAUGHTER MAKES MY TOES CURL......AND INTELLIGENCE MAKES ME....WELLLLLLL....LOL......... exuberantly AWESOME.... IMA POET :) 24 years young....lesbian......LOVER.......POETICALLY XPLICIT
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So why not shoot me? Im not insecure in todays society…I will stand strong in my race and sexuality……unafraid to adhere to ur so called justification of why I shouldnt do this….or why I shouldnt do that…..I will NOT hide myself…..away from ridicule and ignorant slurs of misguided truths and ridiculous motives…..I will stand as only one of the many rebels who are not afraid to stand before the face of society and be judged…..no it shouldnt happen but it does and I have prepared myself for it….all it is…is misguided brains sunken into a pit of misunderstanding and ignorant blinded confusion….so no I will NOT hide myself away from u… I will stand here….proud to be who I am if u do not know….then it isnt meant for u to know or u r in denial of actual reality….open ur eyes to see me clearly…..
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People said u would be good for me
And I great for you
Instead u turned out to be just another frustrating memory
And I am forced to withdraw how I feel becuase u are simply no longer in to me
Oh yeah I’ll try to act hard and pretend that misery hasnt set into my emotions
And that im happy with just a friends position
Thruth is im not
I really hoped we’d put forth energy for you and me to succeed
Make future plans for we instead of just or just me
But unfortunately reality has described another story
And have been left here afraid and unable to deal with my lonely
I have been strong for so long and finally I thought I had bumped into the perfect one for me
One who made me glowly radiantly….let my friends tell it
One who put forth small efforts that I loved so much
I had been conviently introduced to that one
But apparently I assumed too quickly and my happiness was snatched from beneath my smile and frowns of frustration took its place
The reality of dedicated tweets set in and I guess I just could take it any longer
I say im in my feelings to cover up under lying feeling struck dead In their path…..and so u wouldnt suspect me of liking yu greatly…..
I care
A bit more than I’d like to….but I do
And the Dear Friend title is draining me relentlessly
Leaving me to wallow in my frustrating memories of my short time with u…..dear friend…..
So more than likely this dear friendship will end…
Abruptly
I love the conversations we have andlaughs we share true enough
But my feelings can no longer bare the frustration of
This friendship
Tho it may not be forever right now I just can no longer trso my dear friend I bid u good bye………
